Mary's Moving? When? Where? WHY?!

Ok, so it's kinda of hard to explain everything via facebook, and it is NOT a good idea to try and explain things at midnight after crying for hours on end. Let me try to clarify a few things.

1. I had decided a long time ago I wanted to move out of Bend to Portland to take the nursing program once I finish my prerequisites.
2. Recently, several people have suggested I move away from Bend NOW or very soon from now.
3. I am in the middle of a term, I cannot move RIGHT NOW
4. Dominic is quite young and I do not want to take him away from his grandparents yet
5. Whilst all of you have good points, you must refer to point 1. Eventually I will move
6. Right now I am trying to decifer when and where to move to
7. The reality is I have NO MONEY to move

Okay, now, only God can tell me what to do- but the fact that numerous people have suggested that I move away from Bend sooner rather than later, I am taking it into serious consideration. HOWEVER- I do not yet have peace about it, nor is it something I want to do. Doesn't mean I shouldn't, or I'm not going to, or it isn't in God's will- I'm just being honest about how I feel.
There are a lot of things I have to take into consideration:

1. Where will I live?
2. Where will I work?
3. Who will watch Dominic?
4. How will I pay for the daycare while I'm in school, since the state does NOT PAY for daycare for college students, and only CERTAIN COLLEGES have FREE or LOW-COST daycare
5. Where will I find a Christian, spiritual support group?
6. Where will I find a financial support group in case I run out of diapers, wipes, gas, etc.?
7. Who will hold me accountable?

I honestly have more accountability here in Bend than I would anywhere else, why on earth when I'm at my weakest would I move away from that? I also have an extremely strong group of believers around me. Again, where I'm at right now, why would I move away from that?
Also- is God so limited that He can't work on me and change me while I'm here in Bend? Am I so weak and feeble that I am not capable of changing in this city? That is incredibly insulting to me and to God. HOWEVER- it doesn't mean that moving isn't a good idea OR that I don't already think I should move!! I have a lot more responsibility now and I have to weigh things out, I can't just jump in my car and GO! That'd be sweet, but I do not have that freedom.

In short. Yes, I am going to move. No, I do not know when or where yet. If I move before my prerequisites are done, I'd probably move to Medford where the Hills live, not Portland where I know only one or two people. Why and I not moving RIGHT NOW?! Because I don't have peace about it and I'm not afraid to face my problems right now, right here in Bend.